rainy days

mark the date down!! it did not rain a single drop of water today and i amazing lasted through a 5 hours meeting with just a slice of bread in my stomach. rainy days spolit everything. my shoes are wet, i dare not to wear jeans when i am out, my clothes are taking FOREVER to dry and i just hate to be outdoors. so what can i do?

imagine myself cuddling into my bed with my comfortable blanket all the way up to my neck and reading a real good book like tuesday with morris. not forgetting a warm yummy big cup of milo at my desk. how about oasis or coldplay songs playing in my CD player too? i love it! this is my perfect way to spend a rainy day. how i wish life can be that worry-less. i dont really have to care about my surroundings except to focus on one thing.

i just need a day to slow things down a little.

MERRY CHRISTMAS

MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!

christmas is always the time to get together with friends and family. obviously, i wont miss this chance to spread a little love to people around me and watched love actually and pig out with KNS on xmas eve. hahaha..


weifang, bay and i


our lunch


goi and i


bday boy


dingod, tiong and hq


playing with chilli?


goi drinking her milk tea


hq with his beef noodles


his present!!!!


my weird finger


yummy cakes


our favourite


refuse to take photo


laughing fits


all of us


all 5

the curse of the golden flower

everything has its own laws. when you cross over them, misfortunate will befall upon you.

i understand the importance of having guidelines to follow and rules to abid to but why cant they be flexible at time? we are living in a give and take environment. for example on a crowded bus, although you give up your seat to someone who needs it more than you do, you earn a simple thank you who has the ability to warm your heart. as you grow older, you may have lost contacts with old friends, but you have learnt the importance of friendship. if that is the case, why cant there be any room for compromise? must it always be a head-to-head situation?

dont fight for anything that is not meant to be yours. people believe that everything is pre-planned but i refuse to. everything on earth has to be earned. you cant command respect but you can earn respect. money does not fall from the sky. grades need to be mugged for. it maybe a long and painful battle, but if i can get what i want ultimately, why not? so the question now is does the means justify the ends?

have you ever done something that you know it is wrong? i believe all of us have made a wrong decision in our lives and suffered from a fall before. the main point is what is it that drives us to make the wrong decision? irrational thinking, perphas. things may have turned out better if we could pause, think for a moment and calm ourselves. no guilt and no regrets will be the ideal case.

i have been out with my usual different groups of friends recently. photos will be out soon. sorry for scaring all today. jieFAT is back in town!

rain!!!

where does all the water come from? it has been raining continuously for 2 days and it is STILL raining while i am typing this entry. i dont detest rainy day but there is a limit to everything! too many rainy days make me lazy. i refuse to go out and get myself all wet. i just want to laze around at home and wrapped myself up like a cocoon in my bed. just leave me alone and let me hibernate.

i was supposed to watch flags of our fathers yesterday but the weather put me off. in the end, the guys came over to my house to have steamboat. steaming hot steamboat and a glass bottle of cold stella. woah! perfect combination. i shall start to control my drinking. everyone is saying that i am drinking too much. shit!

rain rain go away! i want to go blading on friday.

love hate relationship

as christmas draws near, i start to panic. i am NOT done with my christmas shopping yet. my legs are aching and my shoulder hurts after my first christmas shopping today. damn sad to see the numbers in my bank account decreasing. it is even more painful to realise that the money that i have spent on are not for myself. argH!! anywhere, i have to make another trip down again. hopefully everything will be settled by then. after all these rushings, i shall just treat myself to spend an entire day at home.

crap!

i am feeling damn crappy now. i dont know what has got into me? nobody have pissed me off if i do not take into account what happened during lunch today. whatever!

yup, the star awards was on TV an hour ago but seriously, i could not sit in front of my TV and watch the full 3 hours plus show. i gave up and changed to prison break. how can i resist wentworth miller?

however, looking at a pretty face does not make me feel any better. instead, i got more pissed with one of the characters in the show. wth! i just cant understand why some people will go all out just to achieve their aims? they dont care about what happened to the people around them at all! all they care about is themselves. they want this they want that. a clean record, recognition, power, position. shit! why cant people learn to be contended with their lives? why must there be a crazy race for material wants? argH! when did i start hating urban life?

ling's wedding

something happening over the last weekend

MISS LING'S WEDDING!!!!!


s14


me, sweeling and wenting

me and hurry hurry

me, goi and jaja

me, goi, jaja and hq

hq and me

hq, me, goi, jess and jr

with ms ho

what do they mean

mh asked me a question today. what do people believe in santa? santa gives people hope and makes everyone happy was my reply. then i started thinking, we have many symbols in life. talking about hope, i think mine will be mayday. side track a little, i just got home from the true friends concert and mayday was there. AHHHH!!! some people may be turned off by their rock music but if you sit down and listen to the lyrics, you will realise their songs are inspiring, emotional and hopeful. they never fail to inspire me when i was busy mugging for the just-over exams. best mugging company i ever have. =)

the best representation for love will be an old couple. they have truly lived to the promise they have made to each other, to look after one another till death. imagine you and your partner age together in a small house and enjoy the retirement years together. most importantly, he is not afraid of expressing his love to you in public through a simple gesture of holding your hands. the feeling of growing old with someone you loved is something everyone desires.

true friends are hard to come by. i would rather have a true friend who always has disagreeing views with me than to have someone who agrees on everything i say or do. i dont believe that i am always right and i dont think i have a twin on earth. true friends are those who tell you what is wrong and not right. their words can be annoying and irritating but they will always pop out from nowhere and give you a pleasant surprise when you wanted it most. they know you! true friends are just like dirt. they are the most unwanted thing you want them to be on you. but when you are in danger and need to hide away from your enemy, dirt is your best protection. having an outdoor activity, getting dirty will be one of the memorable experience. it sounds strange but you have fun in dirt!

fat is coming home soon!